Sunday, October 30, 2011

10:30pm
Addi: will you rub my back?
me: sure.
Addi: I mean with oils and stuff...downstairs...on the massage table.
me: ok

(back massage, leg massage. flip... 
as i'm massaging her legs and arms and head...)


Addi: i think i know how the Earth was created.
me: really! HOW???

Addi: this meteor was fly thing through space it got tired, so it stopped to rest.  it rested for so long and that tress and flowers and water started to grow on it.

me: why?

Addi: because it was just sitting there! and the sun shined on it for half the day.  and the other half of the day the sun rested and gave its light to the moon and the stars. and then all this stuff grew and it was way too heavy to move.  so it just stayed there.  we're on earth!

me: how did *we* get here?

Addi: that's a whole 'nuther story.

me: true.  

Thursday, October 27, 2011

The Divine BLUE!

Everlong:

  • A real long time, often used to describe a lengthy waiting period.
  • The best goddam song ever, no matter what you say. 


HAHAHAHAHA!!! Thanks, Urban Dictionary

Hello. I've waited here for you. Everlong. 
In the tenderest place of truth & respect timidly lies expansion. Waiting.For.A.Lengthy.Period. 
It's hard to shut out. Really fucking hard when you care so much. 
...promise not to stop when I say when...

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

New Moon Blue


"I feel more connected to the new moon", she says
NervousExcitedNervous
SPLASH!
Submerged in divine blue
Yearning to grasp that known only by souls
Peering into the blue mandala
Stinging with intensity
She fights to get past
Fidget

Magic
Enchanted
Spellbound
The past shimmers in pools of blue
Questions begin to flow
What if...
She don’t know
Standing at the door
Open it?
Run like hell?
The spiral pathway, in time will tell
Lost in the heart once again
Rocking in the ocean of emotion
Accept the loss
Catch the breath
STOP
Courage 
Follow the path
Always leads to true discovery
Scrapping her own lies
It's still there
Nothing changed
Everything changed

Embrace

Sudden and brisk
A commitment makes her walk away
A sincere tear from each eye
Happiness and healing
It's not a good-bye

Returning heart swell
It will be worth it
She will grow
Submerged in the divine blue